Follow your Heart ♥

.. weiil ich gerade in diesen moment einfach alles hasse & ich mir eig. nur eins wünsche..

I want to feel the pain again.
I want to cut myself again.
I want to see the blood again.
But then there are times,
when I want to be free,
like a bird in the sky,
like a dolphin in the sea.
On one day I´m happy,
on the other sad.
And I don´t want to crying all night in my bed.
And then there a questions in my head:
Why can´t I be like the bird in the sky?
Why can´t I be like the dolphin in the sea?
I´m standing here and look in the sky,I think:
I hate myself,
I want to die....